The Types of Magic

It would be easier...

it was one experience just let it slide…

Kind of amazing how quick that it went from that to. “Alright, write that book.” Not that it would stop me. Not after meeting Brenii. But let’s start from the beginning, my name is Melania Addison. A name I’m certain you all recognize considering it’s been all over the news. Not every day a girl jumps straight into an oncoming car, and walks up perfectly fine an hour later.

I’m sorry to whoever that driver was by the way. I never got to hear your name, but I… You have understand I wasn’t thinking. Who I hope you find in you to forgive, but if you don’t I understand.
I had it pretty good actually. Plenty of money to live off of all things considered, a good boyfriend. Honestly, thought he was gonna be my husband one day. He’s perfectly fine with me transitioning. I was getting into some spiritual stuff getting my life back. And then he dumped me, he picked some random other girl at a bar over me. Every friend had tried, they really did, and do to this day.  And I am sorry girls if I forget to get back, or just don’t. Really I am.

But that day? That I planned to give it all up. I woke up just before the gate, at least I think. To  this little baby Cherub thing, I’ve named him Brenii. I must of have terrified the little guy. We are not supposed to wake up there.  And his mother was NOT happy at first let me tell you. She was near ready to end me right then, right there. 

But she paused, after she realized I didn’t mean any harm. And she explained some many things, many I still don’t fully understand. What was an hour to you all felt like a decade to me. I learn how to track down those more awake. Learned how the frauds limit us.

I have learned just how much it cost us…. That we limited ourselves. Why we both fear and desire the unknown. I have watched people use what they can do, and I’ve seen others never really reach for it. And don’t really have a choice anymore. Because I am who I am, and I am not a girl who sits by and lets things move along. I’m not a girl who acts like things are fine when they are not.

My name is Melania Addison, these are my notes on the types of magic and how to Chart them.